"but they were supposed to last" the girl said in between sobs.
"The flowers are supposed to bring u joy, not tears" the boy replied.
"They are going to end up in the bin anyway," he added, trying to be pragmatic.

the boy wasn't there to see what she saw, feel what she felt and be as she was.

2 months later they get each other.

Another constellation dies
Do what you want 'cause it's your own sky
Just call me when the phone stops ringing
Thanks for coming by
I'm just glad I'm on your good side
Where it's smoldering or freezing
It's never all that easy to decide

This is the land of a thousand words
But it seems so few are worth the breath to say
Except I'll be looking after my own world
And you just keep on saving the day
I'll try to stay but it's in vain when you're far
I'm on the run to wherever you are

And that's the nature of the chase
You fall so far behind you end in first place
Pass the torch this time we're running to each's own regret
There's no harm in playing hard to get
Boundlessness deceives me
Baby you may turn the corner yet

This is the land of a thousand words
But it seems so few are worth the breath to say
Except I'll be looking after my own world
And you just keep on saving the day
I'll try to stay but it's in vain when you're far
I'm on the run to wherever you are

YAWN

---

farking sian in more ways than one

30 days more now! Whoooeee

The great mistake is to anticipate the outcome of the engagement; you ought not to be thinking of whether it ends in victory or in defeat. Let nature take its course, and your tools will strike at the right moment
----- Bruce Lee

andy warhol, as in "war-hor", kcpkcpkcpkcpkcp

wonbubollah

minnie mouse

hallo here's monkuputubom zheng zhihong (trysayingthatthreetimesfast) in faraway europe. i like her big pink shades and her white earrings and the way her hair curls and hangs on her ears.

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

night and day

Like the drip drip drip of the raindrops
When the summer shower is through
So a voice within me keeps repeating you, you, you
Night and day, you are the one
Only you beneath the moon or under the sun
Whether near to me, or far
It's no matter darling where you are
I think of you

wow im still awake heya out there hows it going its just pouring here and it doesnt seem its going to stop in a while

toto also not so lucky la

i plugged in the refrigerator that i thought was not working into my room yesterday and voila, it turned out to be working! so my fridgee has been collecting dust and braving the sun and rain outside my room for the past 5 months or so for nothing.
then this morning today the hall conducted room checks, and my room kena checked.
Undeclared fridge.
Payment of 126 bucks.

wah lau i should go and buy 4d.

magical

Hi Seng Liang,

I'll miss your smile. You never failed to smile each time we met, wherever it was, whenever we met, even if it's just coincidental. I'll miss your deep voice that will dead pan jokes amidst our small talk. Did i tell you that you look like Garfield? =) I always thought u had a classic Cheshire grin. hahaha it cracks me up a bit thinking of your antics.
I won't forget your personality, you were always there to help if you could. A selfless man you are indeed. I'll miss your optimism and attitude. I just felt you tackled your problems with incredible optimism. With your passing, i think all of us, your friends and family, are missing a good man.

I promised to treat you to Starbucks didn't i? I'm sorry i never got down to doing it. I'm sorry. It's my loss not to have known you better, but it is my good fortune to have met and known you.

I'll remember you for all the above, and maybe more.
I'll remember your smile the most. =)

May you rest in peace.

junhan

jabuticaba

Hi Jun Fa,
this is really an odd time to be writing you a note. And i think this is the best way to write, where others can read too.

I had the opportunity to interact with you for close to 9 months in OCS. And you left your impression on me, even if we didn't talk or do much together since we were from different platoons. You were selfless, helpful, kind, and you always had an approachable demeanour. I admired your plucky spirit. You were a small guy, but always one of the tough ones.

I was at your wake yesterday. Your cousin gave a small speech/presentation on you, and kiat yang and ur classmate gave testimonials too. What they said, reinforced my belief that you were a bright young man who had so much to offer, to whomever he met, wherever he went.
I said to my girl, that the you are part of the people that makes the world a better place.
And if i hope that this note reaches you, i just want to tell you that you have been an inspiration to me, simply by seeing how you were in the short time in ocs, and i want to thank you for that.

Rest in peace.

junhan
(echo wing platoon1)

rest

it gets hard to blog nowadays. for myself i mean. How do u make your private feelings public, and ur public feelings for private viewing?

Things have been busy, and so i was reading the ridge yesterday.
what can be said, to make the happiest man, sad, and the saddest man, happy?

And this too, shall pass.
and this past week has been busy, painful and sleep is much appreciated.

angels or devils

ive been listening to this over and over.. the play count stands at 89. wah
counting blue cars stands at 20 and counting

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

why. what. how

if